From the recording Time [2022 remixed & mastered]
Everywhere I go I feel so unwelcome
All of my old friends look at me differently
I hear that I'm self centered and I act so selfishly
But I don't believe them, that just doesn't sound like me.
Everything I do in my eyes is for my friends
Without them I would not be, for on them I depend
I'm told I'm an asshole, I think that's extreme
I at least thought I was nice, but now I learned I'm mean.
This is not the way that I want to be known
Now to all my friends I respectfully condone
Apologies from deep down within my soul
What I hear is very black, self centered, and full of hatred
Pain, suffering and fear... hatred, don't stand too near.
Try to relate, somehow it gets confused
Try to make my point and you take it like abuse
If only I show you what's running through my head
Without you screaming at the top of your lungs that you wished I was dead!
Wished I was dead....
Calm before the storm... and all that was said...
Emotion sets in.... let the insanity begin!